Despite having someone to love, and being loved back, I feel like I have nothing to be happy about.

And that sort of feeling hurts me. I should be happy.

But I find it harder and harder every day. It's gotten to the point where I don't even want to wake up any more. I'd rather lay in bed and sleep. Because at least when I dream, things happen.

I'm wasting my life away and I want to cry.

Don't know where to start to put myself back together.

I wish you were here.